i went blog hopping again.. haha.. i had fun!

actually, im proud to have them as friends.. even though we arent on talking terms.. if i happen to see you guys on d streets and if i hv the courage, i will wave to you and say, "haluu my dear friends!" yups.. i mean, not literally and exact as dat.. My point is that my friends have similar thoughts about certain things, same interests n hobbies, and such.. Kind of 'opened' my heart.. hahaha..

And there are so many things i didnt know abt my friends.. So much things happening around them which i didnt hv the opportunity to share with..

On a random thought, i noticed that my writings are much more to opinions and thoughts instead of narratives or stories.. In worse cases, they are like syarahan-tak-menjadi..

Anyway, there's something "interesting" happened yesterday. I was helping out to fry some crackers for my sis's friends who wld be coming ard night time. My other sis, Mia, was "kind" enough to help me out. After having fun frying d 4 types of crackers, an accident happened that changed my physical well being.. Hot oil 'flied' ( past tense of fly ) to my poor hand! Nicee..

Initially my hand appeared fine. My first instinct was to put some ice and i did it. Then came my mother whom i seeked for help, who told me to apply colgate. Slowly i began to feel my hand burning. Doubtful of the reliability of my mom's advice, i called my sis who was in st john's. Unfortunately, i was told not to put colgate but ice instead to numb my hand from d heat watever..

I felt really stupid! So i tried to ignore my pain and quickly went off to meet farah to an open house. In summary, we went to bugis to farah's friend's shop, ate some rice, took some pictures and went back. It maybe too short an outing but it's d catching up of news that was fun. Ohh.. we went to yishun to buy tickets for 18nov show thingy before dat. Well, dat's another story!

Back to my hand.. Yesteday it merely turned red. This morning, something like a balloon containing a colourless fulid popped out out my hand. u noe.. d finger area.. There are some marks like scars left behind for memorial sake. ( one of them looked like an inverted nike trakemark! ) So i took a needle and poked d balloon, causing d fluid to be excreted. Now it looks deflated.. ( is it correctly spelt? ) There goes my hand..

hmm.. i realised that i wrote too much for this entry.. haha! Soriee.. Tangan bergerak sendiri..

Well.. Until nxt time then!

Hey! At last i can write on u bloggie.. After so long a time that i've even wished upon a star. Okie da merepek!

Yesterday, i went to jurong east library to study with my frens.. Finally, i've started u know!! I was with joys and azy.. Initially we planned to study at joy's function room.. too bad it was re-decoration or whatsoever to do with its wallpaper.. We are supposed to meet at 10am.. As usual, semua janji hanyalah janji melayu semata-mata. tak pun ianya adalah khayalan aku semata-mata.. cey.. kays! Oh ya.. I was also supposed to meet up with jaap to give him his belated birthday present at 9.30am.. Only the day before did i realise that i hadnt had anything to give him.. Malam-malam aku gi bgn buat kad, semangat tu! Woke up at abt 7.30am, reached shop n save at 8.30am, arrived at jurong east McD by 9am, then kelam kabut tulis kad, wrap present tu.. Malang sungguh tidak berbau, wrapping paper yg mia bagi tu ader gambo F4! Sepantas kilat ku singgah ntuc nearby beli lagi satu. Fuh! Luckily, i was only 10 mins late.. Wupe2nye dier lagi lmbat woo.. Joys was abt 10 mins early.. Akhirnya jumpe jugak dgn si jaap.. hehe.. The first thing that came across my mind was the word "cute"! hihihhihihihihihi...... ( ee! ) OKie! Moving on.. azy came at abt 10.15am and straight we went to library n study..

We managed to do 2 chaps on bio and a bit on A.P. G.P. for maths.. chem was left out. I had homoestasis, cell signalling, hormones, a bit of nervous system n photosynthesis done. Great work, zuzu, rosy-cheek-wonder, and spongebob!

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. . . You know the world can see us.. In a way that different from who we are..

Me, mia and azy were crazy abt high school musical.. haha! Me n my sis joined in the dance along session.. semangat sume!  yah.. i've finally watched the pirates of the carribean, the dead man's chest.. nice movie but i still dun really understand the 1st part.. cepat nah bobal..

And my family wil be going to the zoo tmr for family day!! haha.. We thought of asking helmy to come along but in the end, mak dier yg nk ikut.. then dengar2 yan pun nk ikut jugak.. Lain yg diajak, lain yg ikut.. aper la.. Suke ati dorg la.. As long as i know i wld be seeing ah meng tmr! hehe..

Sebut pasal ah meng, there was a show called 'relaks' yesterday.. then yg perform tu namer dier ameng.. Suare dier was so familiar.. Tanye ayah, ayah plak tk ingat.. Ari nie baru tau yg dier dari kumpulan spring.. Patut la.. the voice.. so damn familiar la!

Akhir kata, i would like to dedicate 2 songs for those who are willing to hear them.. Takdir dan Waktu from Mega and Pesanan buat Kekasih from Spring.. Enjoy!

okie.. i'm back again!

quite a number of things that had happened.. and seriously i think i should change my blog n everything. anyway as i was saying, i'm currently involved in some theather competition called Pesta Peti Putih held by Ekamatra. No.. i'm not acting, just a lighting operator, the one to do with lights n stuffs.. And the best thing is that so far i've gone for only 1 rehearsal where i did the worst of me.. but never mind, i can still improve on that right?

Initially, i thought that my june "holiday" is damn packed with make-up tutorials and lectures, PPP and eclub.. but frankly, i've been slacking at home; watching tv, having fun with mia, using the comp, blabla bla bla.. homework? not much of a progress ...yet! let's hope that i will start on my homework soon.

hmm.. what else should say here? i've a lot of things on my mind.. but when it comes to writing, they just.. disappear!

i'm sick.. i had bad flu few days ago.. used more than 10 packets of tissue a day.. now i'm having bad cough with bad throat.. i have to suffer half-deafness of one ear of mine..

oh yah!! i bought myself a bigg bear when i was at msia.. bear besauuu!! haha! and he is called by the name bear-bear.. pronounced as bear-bear.. hehhehe!! aku terjumpe dier kat air hitam.. he's big and fluffy, brown in colour.. oohh, he's a he! coz he looks like a guy bear with a bow tie on his neck.. hehe.. yeahh.. bear-bear lagi besau dari mia.. hehe! haha! then mia beli bear jugak tp kecik lagi la of coz.. namer dier nurul batisya binte zack/tomok.. (tk tau la apesal kan.. da mia namekan dier camtu! )  abih mak dier name farah.. adik dier nurul apentah.. then dgn selambernye dier kate bear-bear aku abg nurul batisya dier.. suke ati ko ler! then mak plak beli selipar barney.. dgn muke barney depan selipar tuh.. hehe! zira tkde beli aper2 sbab dier tk ikut.. dier gi australia.. pastu da smp singapore, action dier.. dier kate "ehh apsal panas nie?? " mentang2 la kat australia sejuk smp terlapis2 baju kena pakai.. haha!

okies.. i think i talk/write too much...

oleh sbab aku tkde keje.. dan jugak boring giler nk mampus.. aku telah tulis beberape rangkap pantun untuk menghiburkan hatiku yg lara.. lara ek! haha.. aper2 pun, dipersilakan calon-calon pantun paling mepek!

Roti prata tak dijamah,
Sbab da tkde kari,

Kini ku lepak kat umah,
Rase boring seorg diri.

Kari ayam kari ikan,

Pikir2 nk masak maner satu,

Rase boring mmg tk bez kan,

Dok stare aje kat tembok batu.

Tembok batu ceiling pun batu,

Batu jer kayu tkde,

Kwn kat msn ader tujuh puluh satu,

Tapi yg free satu sen haram tkde.

Hari2 kite tido kat atas tilam,

Jgn lupekan bantal dan sedarenye pulak,

Si zira asyik menyanyi siang dan malam,

Bkn ape, cume takut hujan la pulak.

Adik-beradik berebut2 amik tepon,

Bunyik tepon kringg.. kringg..,
Gubah pantun yg mepek2 pun,
Sbab seriously aku tgh boring.

Da lame pulak nb tk dtg sini,

Album entah bile nk timbul,

Rizz, toey, zack maner korg pegi,

Da 2 kali si mok aje yg timbul.

Pagi2 lagi pegi perigi,

Ehh sini maner ader perigi lagi,

Bgn lambat blum gosok gigi,

Tapi siang2 da sebat maggi.

amaran: pantun2 yg diatas bukan untuk digelakkan atau merosakkan pantun melayu tapi untuk menghilangkan rasa boring dan yg sewaktu dgnnye.. copyright ek! macih..

here i am again.. blogging my life into stupid entries!

actually im in the 'no-mood' mode, or u can say 'bad mood' .. dunno la.. it's quite frustrating to know that u r angry about something but u dunno wat.. in the end, u vent ur anger on everything around u.. not only frustrating, damn irritating as well!

only god knows that i need peace and joyous ( hapie! ) mood to start on my work. i have a lot to do.. my school load will be piled up into the height of mount everest if not attended to.. in addition, i will have to endure the stupid and childish behaviour of my stupid 'friend'.. i havent yet collected my o level cert! my pi is not yet revised! gosh..

i want to be myself! not my old self! u know wat i mean rite? my old self - the one not doing any homework.. i want to bring out the good n bright side of me.. without this, i cant possibly survive in jc.. alone..

this stupid com desk is so messy! irritating and unsightful.. some stupid sister does not appreciate the beauty of being clean and tidy! chairs not arranged.. 2 computers on both sides.. files not kept.. kitchen utensils all over the place.. wrappers not thrown.. wat the hell!

and i hvnt bathe yet since morning.. i feel so sticky n hot! ohh.. i hate myself! very low self-esteem now.. fed up laaa!

time is so slow.. but the clock is ticking fast.. i still hvnt do my homework!

 as i've said a thousand times before, i want to change my blogskin!! i want to make a difference.. i want to do something that is worthy of my attention.. oukaayie! at least i want to do something! and not just to laze around and rot myself to death at home during this long weekend. overloading my stomach with unnecessary food is not counted as something worthy, obviously!!

anyway, back to the topic, i think i will change from blogdrive to blogspot, which i wanted to do like few years back! but i want to design my own blogskin for my blog. and that will take me half a year to complete.

and to cherish my precious moments of blogging, my little sister beautifully irritate me with her maths homework!

i realise that my patience cannot be tested anytime after a few minutes. maybe bcoz i hv a fixed amt of stress to begin my day, which is constantly added to. but it can be easily flushed down.

da la! tkde mood da..  

hiee..

okie.. nak kate busy, tkde la sgt kan.. nk kate tkde time, mmg la ader kan.. it's just i need more time to cope with my life.. i have enough on my plate at the moment..

actually, i am supposed to be doing my chem tutorial or my chem prac wksht or maths tutorial or my PI of my PW or my portfolio of my GP or bio webpage assignment or study for chem test or study for maths test and the list goes on.. i did only 2 maths qns yesterday and was stucked there since then..

now, my two buddies are at 'cold war' state.. my sis and i are in the opinion that the reason was very stupid and silly.. but cant blame both of them.. i'm so called the middle man.. i mean, girl.. yup.. cant do anything abt it..

hv i told u guys abt si tom? he wants to have a ponytail on his head.. not only it sounds funny, but it looked funny too..  he was still himself but there was none of his friends.. kind of sad and disappointing.. but wat to do? just made the best moments out of the mist of people.. forgive my english.. sad..

hmm.. my dear friends.. i am trying to be myself by trying my best to overcome my old habits.. and by doing that, i am changing myself into a different person altogether.. god knows that i have a lot to catch up.. taming others is difficult but to tame yourself has never been easy.. pray for me that i'll be a better of myself.. thank you my dears..

well.. talking abt 'cold war', hmm.. hapie belated b'dae, ayah!

should i start on my chem now?

or research on mass media and fish tank?

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insya'allah..

help!! i can't breathe!! can't breeaattheee!!! ... a massive lump of mucus just blocked my nostrils.. have to breather thru' my mouth instead.

i went back home early from sch today.. partly becoz of flu, yes.. but i had a bit of nausea in the morning.. i visited bt batok poly to see a doc. Sick i was, i queued and received a slip with the number 2162. As i was sitting down trying to figure out my excuse for being sick, i saw on the notice screen "Wait time to a doctor for walk in : 1hr 48 mins". The blinking number was now 2146. So i bought myself a pair of tuna and egg sandwiches, hoping that they secretly added some medicine inside before steeping out of the poly. haiz~ 

i can say that i slept the whole afternoon today.. i feel better now except that my nose is still blocked.. for some reason, my right chest hurts since morning.. i dunno whether it's my ribs or the lung but it hurts esp when i sneeze out loud.. whatever condition i will be in, i will go to school tmr! i dun want to ponn sch when sch just started unless i'm truly sick that i can't get off my bed..

my class is now 06S07 instead of 06S04.. quite sad la coz i'm separated from my classmates.. but the good thing ( or is it the bad thing? haha.. sorie bird-bird ) is i'm with fengshan, my classmate since sec 1 and shao yong, my schmate.. both were ex-hillgrovian.. haha! also got one of my og mates same class, angeline.. overall not bad la.. at first all shy wat.. just wait for a few weeks.. later all become enthu esp Endo! joking ah.. hahaha.. aniway, Endo is one of the scholars from china.. there's also jack and jefry , if im not wrong.. oh.. and an ling! haha.. at last i got malay friends in my own class.. shahila, fadilah, erika and.. diyana, issit? yups.. since sec 1, i only had 1 or 2 malays in my class.. and i'm the maths rep this time!! i volunteered myself.. hehe! dunno want to be pe rep la..

eeeu.. my nose is 'running' like a leaking tap. flows of mucus now and then.. my whole hankie is too wet to be used liao.. hmm..

why can't i connect my hp to the pc?? nyampah btui..

zirah is still in camp.. tmr then she'll be back.. haiz~! the house is quite quiet la.. so monotonous, if there's such description for a house.. hmm..

almost forgot.. sorie for not updating my blog and tagboard for very long intervals.. just feel free to tag even though i may or may not reply directly... sorie again..

maybe i shld sleep now.. adios frenz!